Emkei

Dear Friend,

One of the reasons why I [sometimes] hate writing is because I am ‘emo’. You know, yung maarte na laging malungkot na natatakpan ng bangs ang matang nababalot ng eye liner? Haha! Hindi naman ako ganun eh, but I know I [almost always] sound ‘emo’, intentionally or not.

But anyway, gusto ko lang naman magpasalamat.

There are things better left unsaid, at least verbally. Hehe. I always say thank you. But I guess those ‘thank yous’ aren’t grasped fully by your limited understanding of my complexity.

I thank you for breaking my heart. Thank you for making the rain fall heavy and make me awake. Stay awake for hours and so and make me feel stronger. Yeah boy. I’m alive and kicking! Let’s celebrate :D

Salamat kasi narealize kong tao pa rin pala ako. Kala ko kasi I’ve become one of the non-living things eh. Haha! My aorta, arteries, brain cells and pituitary gland are still functioning so well. Yun nga lang, medyo naging abnormal ang movements nila. And I guess one of the reasons is you. I think when you entered my life, there were some damages done. I guess you entered the wrong door eh. Hindi swak, medyo nasira tuloy yung pinto. Yun tuloy I had to contact the greatest Carpenter I know. Buti nalang kayang kaya Niyang gawin. Yun nga lang, medyo matagal tagal daw ang gawaan :D

But still, I thank you.

Mahaba haba pa ang paglalakbay. And I hope you will be with me until the end. But well, who knows, baka bukas makalawa, lumabas ka ulit ng pintuan. Bukas naman yun lagi eh. But I hope when you get out [just in case], wala ng masirang pintuan. Mahirap gawin eh. Matrabaho. Maraming vulcasil ang kailangan. Kaya kung lalabas ka man, pakibukas ng maayos ang pinto at pakisara din ng maayos. Para kung sakaling may pumasok ulit, alam nila ang tamang pintuang kakatukan. SALAMAT ng marami Munting Kaibigan J

Love,

Your Friend.